I woke up the door is open
who am I where am I?
one thousand and twenty four
accurate number only thing I´m sure
food from walls sometimes shower
count of days
the flashing light who´s there
no-one there silence everywhere
correct feeling?
horror or relief?
I´m not dead
do I want to?
why am I scared to leave?
afraid is the world there
am I guilty am I free
where is my family
did I have family
abandoned place
cold and grey
nature soundless world ruined?
to the horizon I need to run
horrific smell horrific sound
I dont want to found
there is nothing to found
the darkest forest I run
two days and I stop
railroad in front of me
from somewhere to somewhere
two days and I stop
sound of a coming train
evil or not does it stop?
weird fear in me
old train what will I see?
weird people looking at me
cant find joy or sorrow
It is a circus I thing
I have to go in
I have to feel
where did they came from?
in what world
is a world gone?
deformed boy looks at me
did I have a family?
he smiles at me
what does it mean?
so much I want to ask
so strongly I feel I can´t
don´t ask questions
boy whispered me
it freaks me out
I can see
afraid what that means
train stops suddenly
a village is shown
I leave I have to leave
people in village
a deep sadness
but also a joy
one girl is pretty
you can now ask questions
that war we feared
that war never came
and that virus
virus that wasn´t there
that virus came
and when they found the cure
they also found a reason
pieces of an puzzle
all was allready there
when you had a family
Emily and Rose
why didn´t we see?
(these are original lyrics, may be adjusted later by the singer)
A ferocious display of blackened stoner-doom from Moscow's Moanhand, who offsets moments of bleak ugliness with clean, haunting melody. Bandcamp New & Notable Jun 23, 2021